tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10947657045692227932024-03-19T02:24:52.862-07:00Copper KettlesA place for me to pontificate upon the positive . . . my favorite thingsCaseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-82024286134682611952013-04-11T12:05:00.000-07:002013-04-11T12:05:00.661-07:00Baby Mine<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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It's naptime.<br />
And this little one just fell asleep<br />
As I sang Baby Mine.<br />
He reached for my hand.<br />
Curled up under his blanket.<br />
And closed his eyes.<br />
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I finished singing and just watched him sleep.<br />
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Today has been a hard day for this little guy.<br />
He has been more sick than normal.<br />
Very weak and in a lot of pain.<br />
Lots of tears and lots of whimpers.<br />
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It was beautiful to watch him rest.<br />
I don't often take those moments<br />
I'm usually rushing off to another load of laundry<br />
Or some other task. <br />
But today I stopped <br />
Just for a bit.<br />
And I'm so happy I did.<br />
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Casey<br />
Caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-25683005202125247962013-04-10T13:19:00.002-07:002013-04-10T13:36:38.474-07:00"Practically a Lady"<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguJwRNNnOZvOqjnSsRZ-AZoCGtyUcCs5ThLjiTaUUDIW7NZCAUpsEp1m73xBvB3V8g0tNEp9x76RpHh2BgJh9QwJwAvtx13poyOhzWhkpYopW0feb6OzD8tg2Ut-R2o848nPN0VqvfNIw/s1600/IMG_1076.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguJwRNNnOZvOqjnSsRZ-AZoCGtyUcCs5ThLjiTaUUDIW7NZCAUpsEp1m73xBvB3V8g0tNEp9x76RpHh2BgJh9QwJwAvtx13poyOhzWhkpYopW0feb6OzD8tg2Ut-R2o848nPN0VqvfNIw/s320/IMG_1076.JPG" width="320" /></a>B is five today ...<br />
Five!<br />
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As she showed us using all five fingers this morning<br />
I was reminded of Gretl in The Sound of Music.<br />
And Julie Andrews saying "practically a lady."<br />
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She is beautiful on the inside and out.<br />
Full of imagination and personality.<br />
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Happy Birthday Miss B!<br />
I adore you!! We all do :).<br />
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CaseyCaseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-63830096907114561582013-03-19T09:30:00.000-07:002013-03-19T09:30:02.647-07:00Treatment ... Phase Two: ConsolidationSo Induction is over!!! Wahoo! We have entered the Consolidation Phase. This phase is approximately 2 months (56 days). The best news? - no more steroids during this phase!!! Just look what those steroids did to our little man:<br />
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Wow.<br />
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His personality totally changed along with his eating habits (obviously). He ate constantly. He had no energy to do anything but sit and eat. We tried anything we could think of to get him to try puzzles, or coloring, or sticker books ... but he just wanted to eat and watch movies. And so we did. We bought a TV for his room (I know...I know, I cringed at the thought) ... we gave him whatever he wanted to eat ... which ended up being mostly: cream cheese sandwiches, chips (yuck) and carrots with ranch dip. He made us laugh with his antics when we brought him the "wrong" thing. Especially when it was the "wrong" carrots (he actually wanted snap peas) ... or when the chips were in a bowl and he wanted them in a bag ... or when the sandwich was cut the "wrong" way. He would scream and clench his fists, tightening every muscle in his body until his face turned red. One time, he even made his nose bleed. Ugh, I'm glad we won't face those days again for a little while.<br />
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So ... consolidation. I was nervous for this day. A week ago, the day after we ended induction, G had a lumbar puncture and bone marrow extraction. The doctors told us that the tests on the bone marrow are two-fold. The first test takes two days and will tell us if the leukemia cells are gone. A second test is rather new and takes four days. It is more finite. Where the first test can say the results are negative, meaning 0% ... the second test tells us if there is a percentage between 0 and1% that the first test doesn't pick up (they called this an MRD rate - Minimum Residual Disease). I found out yesterday that the reason for this second test is that some kids were relapsing even after a negative bone marrow scan. So, research showed that if the more finite test showed a percentage below .011, then the patient continued on the standard risk arm of the Consolidation Phase with vary rare possibility of relapse (meaning: the leukemia returns). If the % is above that, even by a little, the patient is moved to the high-risk category and the consolidation phase is more aggressive to prevent relapse. <br />
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Yesterday was the day ... and I was nervous. My awesome husband took our other little people to school - his supermom came to be with the younger girls and G and I headed up to PCMC. He was in good spirits. He was able to stand on the scale to be weighed without crying (he did whimper, but let's not be picky :)). We went into our room, the nurse accessed his port and flushed it with Heprin to make sure it was still working and then the doctor came in to deliver the blow.<br />
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G's MRD was .034%. Bleck. What does this mean? Well, for starters it means that he is now high risk (but note: there is actually a "very high risk" stat - which we are not - yay!) The doctor also explained that the cure rate for high risk children drops from 90-95% to 88-92%. That wasn't my favorite piece of information. :-/. But essentially? It means that home-health will now be administering chemo at home for four days of the week. And he will be taking an oral chemo for 14 days. We will still be going in every Monday for the next three weeks for lumbar punctures and G will get chemo in those as well. He is now receiving the type of chemo that will make him pretty sick - so he'll also be taking a lot of Zofran. One piece of good news - there is a positive to him still being in diapers - this type of chemo cannot stay in the bladder for long without causing some significant damage - so....since he doesn't know how to "hold it." I don't have to worry as much about that concern.... I know that may seem like an odd bit of good news...but silver lining peeps! I'll take whatever I can get :)<br />
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We know this isn't the best news...but it's definitely not the worst and we remain very hopeful. We know he (and we) are still being watched over. He is an amazing little boy. So resilient. So sweet. So smart. And so loving. The nurses love his squishy cheeks and how happy he is when he says "goodbye!" So...here's to the next 4 weeks!!...after that, it is all count-dependent again (meaning it depends what his blood count says - his body dictates what we do next :)). <br />
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Caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-19594075018242058532013-03-18T19:28:00.001-07:002013-03-18T19:28:22.400-07:00Treatment ... Phase One: Induction<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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The treatment starts with what they call "induction phase" and is the
same for all types/levels of leukemia .... Essentially? Eradicate the
leukemia cells. That phase lasts approximately a month (28 days) in
which G will have weekly chemo treatments: the nurses came in dressed in purple hazmat clothes to administer the chemo. Then whenever we changed his diaper, we wore gloves and place the soiled diaper in a specific hazmat trash can. His diapers have to be changed frequently (read: newborn phase ;)) and we consistently put on a diaper ointment because of what the nurses term: chemo-pee. His medications also include two rounds of steroids a day
(which increase his appetite and his irritability/aggression), zantac twice a day, a drug called septra twice a day on Mondays and Tuesdays, more
lumbar punctures and bone marrow tests. At the end of this phase, the
leukemia should be in remission.<br />
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G's journey began with a surgery to implant a
port in his chest to aid in future chemo treatments. This will allow
him more freedom with his arms (no more IVs) and help him be more
comfortable. The surgery would also include a lumbar-puncture to see if
there were any leukemia cells in the spinal fluid and a bone marrow
extraction to determine the percentage of leukemia cells in the bone
marrow. He was to have surgery Saturday, so wasn't allowed anything to
eat or drink. And as luck would have it, the surgery was postponed due
to emergency appendectomies. So G ate a little dinner and then began
fasting again for surgery the next morning. After more emergencies further postponed his surgery to the afternoon <span style="font-size: x-small;">(note to self: try to not to be diagnosed with
cancer on the weekend)</span>, we escorted G down to the OR (I stayed on the
bed with him the entire way down). It took coaxing and more coaxing to
get him to wear a mask and then down the elevator we went. The
anesthesiologist introduced himself, explained what would happen, asked
for questions and then kept looking at me strangely (I was still on the
bed)....finally he asked if G would go in without me, to which I said
"Ummm, doubtful." They brought out a solution to put into his IV and G
started to cry. Then in an instant, he stopped, deep in sleep. The
anesthesiologist stooped to pick him up and carried him away from me and
his dad. <br />
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The port surgery went well and the good news was that there were no leukemia cells in the spinal fluid ... whew. So, the doctors said that because of his CBC levels (complete blood count) and the negative on the spinal fluid he was in the low to medium risk category...and if the percentage of leukemia in the bone marrow was low, he could be moved to the low risk category. <br />
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It takes days to get back results for bone marrow scans. We were never told the results. I'm not sure why we kept forgetting to ask - probably due to all the new information we received each time we went to clinic. But finally, about three weeks ago, I remembered to ask ... and the answer was 98.5%. Woah. Needless to say, he wasn't moved to low risk.<br />
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G received two blood transfusions during induction. Once while in the hospital and once in the middle of the 28-day induction. Blood transfusions are crazy. It is a full-day affair. More so for G because he has an antibody in his blood which requires some extra prep time once the blood is ordered. (<span style="font-size: x-small;">further note to self: try not to need a transfusion on a Friday when you have to return for chemo on Monday ... not enough interim time for a 2 year old).</span><br />
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I am amazed with G's strength. I'm in awe of it, really. He acclimated so quickly to all the pokes and prods. He, of course, is still two, and so everything annoyed him at first. But I almost teared up when, on day two at the hospital, the nurse came in to get vitals and he just held up his little arm without even looking at her. Then, when we left the hospital, he was as animated as could be. So excited to be outside. That excitement carried thru to the first few clinic appointments (which are every Monday). He was thrilled to actually be getting out of the house. However, that euphoria was short-lived - about 1.5 appointments to be exact. Finally, at the end of our third visit, as we headed toward the door, this conversation ensued:<br />
G: We going home now? <br />
Me: Yes<br />
G: And we never go back to the doctor ever again! <br />
Me: I wish that were true, buddy.<br />
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That first Friday my husband dropped Baby G and me off at Primary Children's Medical Center, I had a bit of a sore throat. On Saturday, a cough starting developing. By this time, we knew G's diagnosis and I started wearing a mask. What was probably due to stress and the oh-so-awesome sleep that hospital beds afford, I really started getting sick. The sore throat persisted, accompanied by really nasty coughing, painful headaches and some sneezing. I kept telling myself "I can be strong and make it through this to be there for Baby G." He and I have always been quite close. And I hated the thought of him going through this without his mama right there to comfort him. Then on Tuesday morning, the doctors came in to show me G's recent blood levels and my heart dropped. They weren't bad ... they were actually fairly good for someone with leukemia ... but, as expected, his ability to fight off germs was dropping rapidly. <br />
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I couldn't stay ... but how could I leave? How could I leave my baby in the hospital? Yes, his daddy would come and be with him. But I am his mama. I am the one he asks for when he gets hurt, or is crying, or when he's sick. And here he is, the sickest he has ever been .... hurting more than he has ever hurt ... shedding more tears than he has ever shed ... and I felt compelled to leave. I was so torn. I felt irresponsible staying ... and irresponsible leaving. But leave I did.<br />
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I called a good friend on the way home and cried (I know, bad-driver award). She's a super positive person and helped the tears dry as we talked about good things. Then I came home to a slue of do-gooders steam-cleaning my home and the tears almost returned. They were bleaching every bleach-able surface ... packing up the catch-all room to get it ready for Baby G ... steaming my bathroom (heaven help me) and all of my walls. My mom - Garret's mom - Garret's Aunt Shaun - I love those women. <br />
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Two of my other children were also sick - same symptoms. Come to find out - we all had Influenza B. Really?! Good grief! Baby G was scheduled to come home the next day - what to do? I called Garret - the hospital wouldn't keep him another day. I called his pediatrician - she was nervous and ordered Tamiflu for the whole family. And we sequestered everyone. Everyone wore a mask for two weeks. I stayed in my bedroom for an entire week. I could hear G whisper as he went in for his nightly bath - "There's mama's room - shhhh! she's sleeping!!" My heart would break every time - Is that what he thinks? That I stay away because I'm tired? Please tell me he won't remember this. Please tell me I'm doing the right thing.<br />
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It would be almost a month later, as we came to the conclusion of the first phase of chemo, that I would be assured that yes, we did the right thing. All those family prayers in the hallway with little people sticking their heads out the door ... all those movies ... all that Tamiflu ... all of those essential oils that made my house smell like an apothecary .... It was all worth it. G made it through chemo-induction without getting sick. And when prior to his lumbar-punctures, the techs would ask if he'd been exposed to Influenza in the past 30 days, I would have to say yes - but this mother heart knows that we did EVERYTHING we could to keep him safe.<br />
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CaseyCaseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-47419549796844976312013-02-16T13:42:00.000-08:002013-02-16T14:01:24.014-08:00Full Steam Ahead<span style="font-size: small;">My hands are shaking a bit <span style="font-size: x-small;">with anticipation </span>as I begin this new post.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">I've anticipated what my next post would be for several months ... it will be much different.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">I anticipated reporting on my first ever half-marathon ... and the fact that my <a href="http://so-ingbuttons.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">friend</a> and I made it into the <a href="http://www.heraldextra.com/af-canyon-half-marathon-raises-money-to-fight-cancer/image_9ebb35cb-7609-5705-acf8-c659d2a36c22.html" target="_blank">newspaper</a></span> - <span style="font-size: x-small;">awesome :)</span>.<br />
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Instead, I'm brought to my long-upon-the-back-burner blog to record some rather heart-wrenching news - oddly enough, it's not too far removed from the newspaper link above. How little I knew that the would-be returning post about my first ever half-marathon race and the actual post about a race newly imposed upon my little family would essentially be the same: a race against cancer. <br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">At approximately twelve in the morning on Saturday, February 9th, an MD Fellow at Primary Children's Medical Center entered the dimly-lit room where my two-year old son and I were fitfully sleeping to tell me that the results of the blood-smear from a draw taken just after we arrived the previous evening showed leukemia cells. Was I still sleeping? Wasn't he supposed to wait til midday, when my husband was there ... have us walk into his office (that would look more like a study) ... invite us to sit down in big leather chairs (at which time we would hold hands as we knowingly looked at each other) ... then, while melodramatic music played in the background, he would deliver the news that our youngest ... our baby of just two years ... had leukemia?</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Instead, I sat bewildered, with my child sleeping at my side, looking at the doctor and the clock intermittently. The life-changing news was delivered in about ten minutes after which he left and the young nurse came in. I looked at her and lost it. I wept. I wept out of confusion, bewilderment and loneliness. A thousand thoughts were flying through my mind. "It's midnight ... should I call my husband? ... should I wait til morning? ... shouldn't he get a full night's rest before hearing this devastating news?" I felt somewhat protective ... as though I should somehow try to take the brunt of the news myself to shield my family from the fear. All these thoughts and more raced in and out of my mind in a matter of seconds. I picked up the phone. </span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxKcVDKfDbmGdQwGLXxPzc5Ijm_8vSCg427r47k23p70vuIsaLZ0ErM6IQo8Zbwy9FRfQLkDHxz28l6Mphjy16iX1TiSTU4JWKK7iOpzteBYhVMIt_S4i3LxRhFA-GcMvpGQas8JnJ1i4/s1600/IMG_1212.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="150" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxKcVDKfDbmGdQwGLXxPzc5Ijm_8vSCg427r47k23p70vuIsaLZ0ErM6IQo8Zbwy9FRfQLkDHxz28l6Mphjy16iX1TiSTU4JWKK7iOpzteBYhVMIt_S4i3LxRhFA-GcMvpGQas8JnJ1i4/s200/IMG_1212.JPG" width="200" /></a><span style="font-size: small;">Much to my relief, my husband wasn't sleeping. With voice shaking, I delivered the news. Wishing desperately for him to be at my side, I heard him weeping as he tried to ask questions. I explained that they still didn't know what type of leukemia it was, but the devilish cells were evident. We were to find out later that morning that baby G has Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (ALL). The MD said of all the leukemias to have, it has the best prognosis for young victims. That, however, doesn't lessen the hill-laden battle ahead.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Much has transpired</span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">(from ironic & somewhat humorous to touching & infinitely inspiring)</span><span style="font-size: small;"> in the 7 days since that fateful diagnosis. And much (if not all) of it will be addressed in other posts</span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">(I feel a desperate need to document it all, but don't want it to encumber one dreadfully long post :)). <span style="font-size: small;">We have been literally encompassed by love and support. Dear friends and neighbors have rallied in ways we've never before witnessed...at least not on our behalf as we've never been placed on such a precarious journey. Family members have driven for miles to come to our aid and lend support. Teachers from preschool to elementary have cried and mourned with us as they've watched over our little ones placed in their care. The shock is beginning to subside as we find our "new normal." We are humbled ... We are hopeful ... We feel a rare happy peacefulness that we can only attribute to being wrapped in the arms of a loving Father in Heaven and His Beloved Son. We believe in Their love and Their ability to carry us. We know They have wiped </span></span><span style="font-size: small;">away tears and absorbed many of the fears and pain. We look to Them for guidance to do what is best for we know that G is as special to Them as he is to us, perhaps more.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">As we left the hospital on Wednesday to bring G home at last, my husband pointed out a clever McDonald's billboard ad. Neither of us are coffee-drinkers, but we admired the skill of marketers to draw in those that are by showing a McD's styrofoam cup with wisps of steams curling through words that read: Full Steam Ahead. I'm once again struck with the oddity of how a billboard can enlighten my life. Two years ago, the words Utah Valley Marathon on a billboard frankly catapulted me into a romance with running. Two days ago, the words Full Steam Ahead reminded me that while the road may be uphill and the days may be long and I may wish for simpler times, the best way to face it is Full Steam Ahead. Always moving forward. Actively engaged. Not merely to meander along or just try to survive but to <u>forge the path with full steam </u>and confidence in Him whom we trust. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Thanks for taking this journey with us.</span><br />
Casey<br />
<br />Caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-47402383389908840812011-05-14T09:06:00.000-07:002013-02-16T13:52:49.128-08:00The Things My Heart DecidesI'm not a runner. Well, I wasn't a runner. Okay, that's not entirely true either. I ran in high school, but mostly because anyone (everyone) could join the track team. No embarrassing, possible esteem- crushing try-out required. So, I ran. Then, I ran a little in college. Only because I was too miserly to throw money into a gym pass. But once graduation came - the running left. <br />
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Then, I got married. And G Mac wanted to run. So, we started running in the morning. And I got injured. "Self-inflicted whiplash" is what the MD termed it. Seriously? Terribly true. Inflicted while trying to dodge an early morning sprinkler that got the best of me. Hence, running left again. But this time, it left for a LONG time.<br />
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In fact, I started talking like I'd never run in my life ... "I'm not a runner," I'd say. Don't get me wrong, I had great admiration for runners, marathoners, 5Kers ... and the like. But, for me, it became an eye-rolling, never-in-my-life-would-I-do-that-to-my-body type of activity. I'd rather elliptical or spin my body into submission. Or even walk ... but run? Nah.<br />
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So, imagine my <span style="font-size: x-small;">almost</span> disgust, when two plus months ago, I'm driving along the freeway, singing to the radio, casually viewing the varied billboards and of a sudden my heart does a double-flip, my stomach fills with a thousand butterflies and my mind takes on a strange, but sweet sense of anticipation. I try to shake it off, visibly shaking my head and inwardly screaming, "Are you crazy?" But the feeling comes stampeding back when I look again to see the giant ad picturing a silhouetted runner against a sunlit mountain range. And along the bottom ran the words in white - Utah Valley Marathon.<br />
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I'm pretty good at dismissing thoughts and feelings that my mind deems partially insane. And I followed suit with this odd experience. I didn't even tell my husband - which, if you know me, that's truly saying something (I tell the poor guy <span style="font-size: large;">everything<span style="font-size: small;">)! </span></span>But the blasted feelings would randomly resurface. Especially when G Mac started training for a triathlon sprint. Though, he did most of his training during his lunch hour, I could see and sense the change in his demeanor and those nasty butterflies would come back (yes, I realize that most of those intestinal flutterings were of the I-love-this-guy variety - but my mind was fairly certain the a portion could be attributed to the not so welcome you-need-to-run-again kind).<br />
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What totally did me in though was when I surfed over to a friend's blog and the recent post was titled, "<a href="http://so-ingbuttons.blogspot.com/2011/05/soconsidering-half.html">Considering a Half</a>." It took me half a second to decide to call her. When I did, I told myself that I was just going to ask her about it. But when I said, "Are you really thinking about running another half?" She said, "Yes! Do you want to run it with me." Sheesh ... hook, line and sinker ... I committed. To be truthful, I knew that my heart had already committed itself that day on the freeway (note that I seemingly have no control over what my heart sometimes decides on its own - that's only happened one other time - <span style="font-size: x-small;">insert smiley face</span>).<br />
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We started training this week. The first day I thought I would DIE. I put on a brave face (I think). But inside, I was saying "What am I doing ... and why in the world am I doing it?" Luckily, I have a pretty strong heart and an incredibly vivid memory. So, the minute those questions flew to mind, I could see the billboard again. And, surprise of surprises - it feels great! I mean really great. So now I guess I'm a runner. And the littles think I'm awesome (how's that for a great, but unexpected byproduct of my heart's executive decision)!!<br />
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Just so you know, I'm really not crazy - so, obviously I'm starting with a half. But someday, I plan to be that silhouetted runner in the Utah Valley Marathon. I wonder what my heart will think of then.Caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-5904991031563140882011-05-09T16:10:00.000-07:002011-05-09T20:32:56.705-07:00Over the [Big] Top - B's Birthday Celebrations<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Umm, yeah, this is only a MONTH in the making!! So sorry for the delay, but anticipate no longer!!! Here's to B's Birthday!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img border="0" height="366" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjXk6hEHEIAXFLjRep9UGXJEz5_SbGwJQn1l-ANSJD5pwz_o_so6dnvuVvzLTnSmWM9AeNKTnkQ5zuIQKKekHl6NMENG8KvqnKGmKX3-_0EGWDGvVrYeVVLo6nHfePFdqv7eyFcnHijmU/s400/IMG_6984.JPG" width="400" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Happy THIRD Birthday B!!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">I can hardly believe that my little B is three! To be completely honest, I feel like she should be 4 or 5 with how long she has been talking, wearing big-girl undies, and sleeping in a [semi] big-girl bed! </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">Now most of you who know me, know that I got my enthusiasm for birthdays from my mom! [love her] ... BUT where I got my overwhelming need to completely redecorate the house for the celebrations remains a mystery ... </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">We (the littles) decided on a CIRCUS theme for the birthday - so I began the hunt for items to turn my living room into a Big Top! At Xpedex [heart that store] I found red and white rolls of plastic (granted, it is typically used for tables, but would be perfect to create a red/white tent!) </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">Next, was a given ... balloons! I don't think we've ever had a birthday without a trip to Roberts for their helium balloons, but given the height of the intended guests, we opted for blowing them up ourselves! G Mac and I had major de-oxygenated headaches!! I even thought ahead, and bought a hand-held balloon blower-upper, but it can still get super tiresome when you're talking about more than 100 balloons!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</tbody></table><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Now the cake ... I remember my mom laboring for what seemed like ALL DAY to make super elaborate cakes for our birthdays ... again, I inherited the DESIRE, but not the patience, and definitely not the talent ... so here is what I ended up with ...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRv5ynVIndvz3ESqnz19jrA7AcUbutT96S9spIHe0Rt7dV88N5w1aFA8ag1maiTGZhq5wBIU0EZCWe3a8hkRSooWeNl-ZxkiLQC3DMSwLeLbfSj1pw68u-ymHLXP5FM6AEGTc-RBMOuUY/s1600/IMG_6977.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRv5ynVIndvz3ESqnz19jrA7AcUbutT96S9spIHe0Rt7dV88N5w1aFA8ag1maiTGZhq5wBIU0EZCWe3a8hkRSooWeNl-ZxkiLQC3DMSwLeLbfSj1pw68u-ymHLXP5FM6AEGTc-RBMOuUY/s400/IMG_6977.jpg" width="400" /> </a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">...though he's not one of my mom's [nor one of my best] I'm kind of in love with the little guy!!! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Aside from the normal festivities [cake, presents, singing, etc] the day also included ... </div><br />
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</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Walking the <span style="color: red; font-size: large;">"tight" rope</span>! We even got one of the moms to try!! Excellent.</div><br />
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</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">We actually started everything off with a <span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: red;">balloon fight</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">[of course]</span> </span></span>and the <span style="color: red; font-size: large;">slide</span> was an obvious hit!!</div><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I also included a <span style="color: red; font-size: large;">circus coloring page</span> to calm things down a bit before the cake [note to self: not everyone is able to wait for the cake - LOL]. All in all - SO FUN - even had time to chat with adorable friend Kelly [don't you love her scarf ... and boots ... and purse - so stylish, that girl!!!]</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">And - <span style="font-size: x-small;">no surprise</span> - G Mac got in on the fun - While we waited for parents to come get the kiddies, he started DOG-PILING! [love that man] - <span style="font-size: x-small;">[he also made the most awesome circus-birthday-party-themed compilation of songs on CD - VERY cool - <span style="color: red;">anybody want a copy??</span>]</span></div><br />
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And after all is said and done ...<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Lots of work - but soooo worth it ... and then I had a HUGE nap ... whew!!! </div>Caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-993616523646657762011-04-11T07:33:00.000-07:002011-04-11T09:59:20.302-07:00Guest Post ... Monday MemoriesAs many of you know, I have a favorite blog ... one that I follow pretty regularly ... <a href="http://so-ingbuttons.blogspot.com/2011/04/monday-memories-025-caseys-twins.html">So Buttons</a>. The creator, Megan, is a wonderful friend. Her blog features a regular post, in which she selects an past picture from her files and writes about it. I LOVE this idea (and might just mimic it for Copper Kettles - so keep an eye out!)<br />
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Well Megan recently moved and for a time didn't have access to her files. So, she began asking friends to guest post ... and she asked me ... WOW, I was flattered. My very first guest post is scheduled to post today at <a href="http://so-ingbuttons.blogspot.com/2011/04/monday-memories-025-caseys-twins.html">So Buttons</a> ... sooooo ... go check it out! Then come back for B's Birthday Report!!Caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-55512851583769554532011-04-01T13:45:00.000-07:002011-04-01T13:45:47.238-07:00Friday FavoritesListening to the radio<br />
Listening to the radio while driving<br />
Listening to the radio while driving with the windows down<br />
Hearing an all-time favorite song whilst doing all of the above!<br />
Mr. Big's To Be With You (love love LOVE that song)<br />
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As a side note : I must acknowledge that not all appreciate my taste in music which was made apparent to me when I tried to find the above-mentioned song on iTunes and it is a mere 69 cents! Ha! - awesome for me!! <br />
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I've found that my taste in music really has more to do with the memories associated with the song than the song/lyrics itself - though they play an obvious role. To Be With You was freshman year of college. Barely 19 + dorm-life + superb friendships + spring in the air + dancing down the hallways + cute boys + tennis + new car... all tallied up to a virtually carefree (if you don't count those nasty finals) collegiate wonderland. Ooooh! - love those memories.<br />
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So when I hear Mr. Big on the radio... the windows come down ... and the littles know that it's time to dance in our seats and sing (loudly) ..."I'm the one who wants to be with you!!"Caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-37473432949703443202011-03-29T07:09:00.000-07:002011-03-29T09:19:27.732-07:00Lost in TranslationSo sometimes I get a little hot-headed. And when I do, I tend to say things that <i>should</i> be said, but <i>not</i> in the way I should say them . . . (sigh). <br />
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Earlier this morning, I had one of those moments . . . and in my hot-headedness, I called my husband at work ranting . . . <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">big</span>-time ranting . . . (ugh). It took about an hour for me to feel that all-too-familiar remorse and want (need) desperately to take it all back. So I called up my favorite man to apologize . . . no answer. I tried his cell . . . no answer. At this point, I'm feeling really bad and hoping that he isn't purposefully ignoring me (which, truth be told, he would never do). I call (again) . . . no answer (again) . . . but <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">this</span> time I leave a message.<br />
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I don't remember what I said . . . other than I rambled (which I frequently do when I'm apologizing). <br />
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About an hour later, I call my husband to see if he got the message and he starts laughing and tells me to check my email.<br />
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Evidently, hubby had been on a run but has this new messaging system that <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">translates</span> his voicemail into text which is then sent to his cell for him to see <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">instantly. </span>So this is the apology he got -<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><i><span lang="EN" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; font-size: 10pt;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Hi maybe I can get your branding adding in case you need regard to that anyway I'm just calling to say sorry it just isn't.<br />
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Just rough anyway I should let you know -- thing I don't I don't think they should be turned on it -- but it's the same time I guys should more yesterday thank you -- hi 72 inch -- undead everything that I just got home any matched and just -- hi we're ready to go take a while -- thanks you -- for E.<br />
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Later bye.</span></span></i></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Ummm, yeah - We were both laughing so hard that the apology kind of took care of itself - those are my favorite times! - (luckily with my hubby, we almost </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">always</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"> end up laughing at our craziness - even </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">without</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"> the help of "undead" technology - what the world?-) . . . He is so good for me - love him!</span></span>Caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-24955792505064262912011-03-25T12:38:00.000-07:002011-03-25T12:41:26.189-07:00When he tells me stories . . .<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvLwyp-fYGoF6bZ1gsGLjjVgo2EetAPYfuwwYmFqdK2hDhwoqdF3fLxS0x0nO9_b-3Wt2jxLARqZWHXPCeUamUanajCRisbMLXFkmGFch-06hT-8PeZrrHNVAD3rYYtvbaIi32Ql08aPY/s1600/IMG_6667.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="195" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvLwyp-fYGoF6bZ1gsGLjjVgo2EetAPYfuwwYmFqdK2hDhwoqdF3fLxS0x0nO9_b-3Wt2jxLARqZWHXPCeUamUanajCRisbMLXFkmGFch-06hT-8PeZrrHNVAD3rYYtvbaIi32Ql08aPY/s200/IMG_6667.JPG" width="200" /></a></div>My <b><span style="color: cyan;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">A</span> </span></b><span style="color: cyan;"><span style="color: black;">(</span></span>oldest by a mere 2 minutes) bubbles over with energy. Seriously - bubbles OVER (the top)<br />
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He can hardly hold still - EVER! Ah that boy - boy - BOY! <br />
He sometimes drives me crazy ...<br />
Especially when he's trying not to smirk after choosing to be a little naughty ...<br />
And I'm handing out the consequences. <br />
(I'm honestly shaking my head at the mere thought of it ... so impish!) <br />
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He doesn't, however, save his smirking just for consequences - oh no!<br />
His little face smirks all to readily ... when he tells me stories. <br />
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And I cherish his storytelling. If there is ever a story that he deems worthy of repeating, he is usually so enthused about it that he can barely contain himself, let alone repeat it - ha!<br />
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(I must add that <i>most</i> of his favs are the completely random - somewhat twisted - bedtime stories that my beloved one makes up at the littles' request).<br />
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In <span style="color: #cc0000;">A</span>'s excitement, he almost always leaves out crucial plots and conversations to the point that most times, the story-line is completely undecipherable (at which point, I make a mental note to ask my beloved for a repeat performance).<br />
But <span style="color: #cc0000;">A</span> laughs that laugh ... and smirks that smirk ...<br />
While his eyes sparkle like the night sky. <br />
And I love him for it - indeed - I love him a LOTCaseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-10890689570446704232011-03-18T11:20:00.000-07:002011-03-18T11:34:27.726-07:00Friday's FavoritesI think I'm in need of a list today . . . so here goes:<br />
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*watching wee ones wolf down victuals<br />
*purplish piles of pomegranate - yum<br />
*sun seeping thru certain shade<br />
*G's garbled grunts and giggles<br />
*sharp showers<br />
*long and lovely lists<br />
*dumping dirty dishes in the dishwasher<br />
*my pop-pop-phz-phz mobile<br />
*perfectly puffed pillows<br />
*teaching toddlers to tiptoe<br />
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ah yes, I feel better :)Caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-77717426638092300482011-03-14T23:13:00.000-07:002011-03-14T23:24:07.352-07:00Baby G<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvcRNldsswXWhDrI8TTsd0wdIXyqOfyStF5gjv97BNpTT4BLpvnYYn5Q40Z_-tq2Y4iWo26w21N3zT5vxB0zhSkmOmn-RybdAZZn3hWBrkMRVDTwF_riqeB8xGfP01bLezs8o5MXT_KP0/s1600/IMG_6730.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvcRNldsswXWhDrI8TTsd0wdIXyqOfyStF5gjv97BNpTT4BLpvnYYn5Q40Z_-tq2Y4iWo26w21N3zT5vxB0zhSkmOmn-RybdAZZn3hWBrkMRVDTwF_riqeB8xGfP01bLezs8o5MXT_KP0/s320/IMG_6730.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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Six months old today! <br />
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Oh, how I love this little boy. <br />
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I never need look far for the positive when this little guy is around. Even if it <i>is</i> 3 am . . .<br />
love - love - LOVE him!!<br />
Happy half-birthday Baby G.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Sweet anticipation . . .(side note: lovin' that ginormous<br />
pepper container in the back ground - what in the world!?<br />
Evidentally, I need some real shakers:)) </td></tr>
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CaseyCaseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-14880688485225478132011-03-14T22:22:00.000-07:002011-03-14T22:37:33.420-07:00Lip buzzSo, this morning I could hear <b>A</b> starting to get a little crazy in the room with the girls. He was trying to get <b>H</b> to purse her lips together and blow to create that all too familiar child-sound that makes them burst into laughter. You know the one. It was time to introduce the lip-buzz (so at least the fun could be productive).<br />
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A lip-buzz is something vocalists use to warm up their diaphragms and get the air moving. The easiest way for me is to touch my top molars to the bottom, hold my lips loosely together and blow. Once you get the lips to buzz - then you start to hum a song simultaneously. We started with the church favorite "I Am a Child of God" . . .and ended with "My Little Pony." <br />
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I actually grabbed the camera to capture it. A funny time . . . instead of what could have been me lecturing (essentially to myself) about the virtues of sound . . . and not to make rude ones. :) This blog may be working after all.<br />
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CaseyCaseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-39486263718868079742011-03-14T21:22:00.000-07:002011-03-14T22:39:22.452-07:00Post Script: BeginningA note on my very first post: Months after reading the aforementioned post, I had the opportunity to talk with my <a href="http://www.so-ingbuttons.blogspot.com/">friend</a> about it. She confessed that <i>that</i> post had begun as a rant, but transformed itself into all of the positive things I found there - this intrigued me, inspired me, gave me purpose for my own blog -<br />
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To <u>see</u> the positive . . . not just believe that it is there, but actually <u>see</u> it.<br />
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I need this - I am sometimes so overwhelmed by my everyday and all that I want it to be that I fail to acknowledge how great it already is! So this blog will function as my morphing mechanism. Transforming some of life's less than perfect, sometimes mundane, run-of-the-mill or otherwise ordinary events - whatever they be - into the enlightening, fun, joyful, light-up-your-life moments they truly are. So that I can <u>see</u> it.<br />
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'Cause sometimes seeing <i>is</i> believing.<br />
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CaseyCaseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11748504087852486648noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1094765704569222793.post-69967179102561297702011-03-13T20:54:00.000-07:002011-03-18T19:12:01.463-07:00BeginningLife is <u>full</u>.<br />
At the moment, it is half <u>full</u> of awe - and half <u>full</u> of anticipation.<br />
Could it be that I am actually writing my <i>very</i> <i>first</i> post for my <i>very</i> <i>first</i> blog.<br />
I feel as if I'm stepping into a strange new existence. . . <br />
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I guess I should start with why.<br />
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Why am I writing a blog?<br />
Something I thought might happen...someday...years (and years) hence. "When I have more time" was my frequent note to self.<br />
Yet, here I am. <br />
I guess I can give credit to two sources -<br />
Two friends.<br />
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While in college, my sweetest <a href="http://themarkerfamily.blogspot.com/">friend</a> from across the hall started keeping a journal of sorts. I can't remember what she called it, but it was essentially a little book chock-full of things that made her happy. Whenever she was feeling a bit blue, she'd pull the thing out and start listing. I say "list" because that's all it really was - a string of things that made her smile that day. I don't think any line was more than a few words and never a full sentence. I know this, not because I peeked (heaven forbid), but because she read a page to me one day. The page where I made the list. Well, not all of me. A part of me. My favorite part of me. <br />
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Maybe that is why the idea has stuck with me all these years. Maybe. But, I think it is more due to the idea that writing down her favorite things could make her happy.<br />
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Flash forward to present day.<br />
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I just spent 2010 in a torpor. Pregnant with my fifth child. Lost in a sea of emotions brought on by a tide of hormones unlike any I'd previously experienced. I needed an outlet...or an inlet...something to allow me to feel myself again. In that midst, having forgotten about the previous tidbit of my past, I stumbled upon a blog written by a dear neighbor <a href="http://www.so-ingbuttons.blogspot.com/">friend</a>. And there was a list. For a moment I was 19 again - with the world at my doorstep - and a <a href="http://themarkerfamily.blogspot.com/">friend</a> reading another list. So I knew. I knew I needed to make my own list. Thus it begins . . . <br />
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